Dark Hard Cover Book...

Heloooooooooooo....(jerit sepenuh hati biar semua org terjaga blh teman saya..hehe..^_^).

Hampir pukul 5 sudah. Sedap jer semua orang tidur, dibuai mimpi indah tapi saya masih berjaga lg. Hmm..bukan berjaga tp terjaga dr tidur pukul 2.30am dan terus xleh tidur sampai la sekarang. Daisy heart jie jie...nampak gaya cam sleeping disorder is comin back.:(

Tak tau nak buat ape dah, tetiba terasa ringan plak tangan mencapai pen dan "dark hard cover book", start to sketch and write, spill out what inside the heart but still not feeling sleepy. In the meanwhile, thinking of something that distracted me much. Can't explain by the words, the only thing I know...I miss something@someone in someone. Time really changed everything. What can I hope and wish for tomorrow? Smile and no tears may be...^_^

Ok..it's enough to share with. Not the exactly place to spill out everything here..:)

Until then, I leave you all with a spill of thought that I found in my "dark hard cover book".enjoy reading ya...

Each day is precious
And so full of wonderful possibilities
Do not waste it by worrying
Worries will onty take your strength away
Leave your worries behind
Instead fill your life with joy and peace
Learn to love and share
Enjoy the simple pleasure in this complex world
Live life to the fullest
Make each day count
For happiness lies within you....

Live life to the fullest
crystsari_23rd-06-09
0200am

Lavender: tears...come again...

9th Nov..Born of Princess Santubong

Sweet smile to brighter the day...

nothing much to say just a....

Because today's so special
it really wouldn't do,
one simple birthday wish
to last the whole year through...
So this wishes happy moments,
a day when dreams come true,
and a year that's filled with all the things
that mean the most to me.

Hope all that I do
Turns out happy for everyone that I love
And all that I wish
Comes my way,
So each hour will bring
Every wonderful thing

May this birthday bring
As much happiness
Not only for me but also for each person that i love much...

MAY GOD BLESS AND GUIDE ALL THE WAY....

goodbye 21st...i had enough for 21st, all the memories, bitter or sweet and all the tears. Thanks everyone...i love you all so vely much ayh...^_^

Lavender:celebrate with pa and new born prince...^_^..soo sweet..thanks jie jie. update de hearty princess santubong

He is The One I love Much More....

Special just for him, only him, the only man i had..

Royal highness Sari (12th October 1950)

Happy birthday to the best dad I had,
A father I love and respect,
A dad who fulfills all his duties
To teach, to guide, to protect.

You've always been there for me
And I know you always will be
You're the one who taught me everything
And you've helped me to see

That you're the one who made me
who I am today
By being that special person,
you know no other way

You taught me life's lessons,
About how to be a good friend,
About being honest
And playing till the end

Whenever I had a problem
You were always there
To walk me through it
Or to just tell me that you care

You were always my protector
Around you I felt so safe
No one could harm me
While I could see your face

I've always trusted you
You're the first man to hold my heart
Cause you are my father
And we will never part

Im writing this to say
Thank you for being you
For always being there
For always being true

I love you dad
And today's your special day

If everyone had such a father,
A really good dad like mine,
The world would be so much better,
It would look like God’s own design.

I LOVE PAPA MUCH MORE MOST

BIG HUS AND KISSES...^_^

Little bit a story...

Just finish the exam..papa call.."yenyen, why so long didn't call papa?how's your exam?bc meda brita psl earthquake di indon..andalas kena meh..see, that's why i'm not allowed you to go there.will i see you come back safely if you go there?..bla..bla..bla...:P..ok pa, understand...

Lavender:.4 days xcall papa to make a "report''...^_^. Sememangnya sy sgt suka wat apa risau.hobiku sejak azali.eish.15th october....wait for papa at the airport..miss him a lot...muah...

Belum Berakhir

Exam finish already!!! Finish also for my third stage of "meningitis encephalitis"....
but doesn't mean everything was in the end.. it just a part of the journey to reach the star..
Still the 4th stage of "meningitis encephalitis" is waiting for next semester.
Enough for this semester...the conclusion will be update later...:p

It's holiday!!!

Holiday with new born baby...
The first prince come to the family...(abes la..)
Lavinnia arabella@ninot will be a jie jie.
(ninot nak xnak kena terima hakikat that she have to share everything with her brother.;))

And me...
Holiday... to complete the package as mummy said...
Yes mum...i ready for the lessons..*_^

Also counting the day for the new age..^_^


tetiba...my future baby...
sooo cute...
sepet cm saya gak...ahaks...^_^


Finish merapu dan merepek....continue reading a novel..^_^

Lavender: habis sudah sem ini tapi kesimpulan belum sampai ke penghujung.tunggu ya...

Eid in Princess Santubong Version:.

smile for all...

Eid story in Princess Santubong version.

Venue: Ayong (my sis) house...

Few days before Eid:

"Esok habis kelas puku bpa?pas habis kelas ya abg ipar ktk ngambi ktk owh..raya ngan kami. Bwk skali baju kurung ya"

Dr Fatima...i'm sorry..he3..i can't obey ur command..i'm going to celebrate raya too...heik2...but i will study ur subject ...^_*

Night...take Kaka (my cousin) at Masterskill with uncle and ayong

A day before Eid
Ayong was busy preparing for the celebration. Ayong busy, we also "busy"...heik3..

This is what we all doing...Ayong bake layer cake and choc cake(trial and error) and cook the dishes..
6 hours needed to steam the layer cake....

Kaka and me is doing multitask..^_^...
tolong ayong kupas and tumbuk bwg semua bagai+playing scrabble+study for the exam(me only)+taster

+ comment for ayong's cakes...hehehe...

"ayong..tawar la...ayong..xnampak pun layer nya...ayong..pahit" (saja je kan... :p)

Then by 9p.m...

Ayong: Yenyen..puding mango ya bla mau buat?
Me: erk??
Kaka: keh3...ur turn yen...
Me: ok..assistant tolong....done.....^_^

hasil keja kaka and me...

Kaka, try again next time..hehehe...

Morning of Eid....

Ayong: Gi mandi, siap, pkai baju kurung..
Kaka: Ayong, ni ada bwk baju kurung. x mdh pun...
Me: pa nak susah, pakai jak ayong mpun baju kurung ya. saiz pun lebih kurang jak...keh3
Kaka: merah gilak...xmau...kaler pink ya ok kot. yen, u're out of theme ayh...
Me: :p

Maka...hasilnya adalah seperti dibawah...

yenyen always out of theme...^_^


pinky vs whity cream...nak pilih yg mna ya??
Anak dara 2 org menyebuk nak beraya..eish3

by the way...

Thanks brother in-law...for the duit raya..heik2... ^_^

Balik raya...continue playing scrabble and studying..

Today....

We're going back...
Send kaka back to hostel Masterskill first, tomorrow she on duty at Ampang hospital..then sent me back to perdana... =I

p/s: read the dialog in slang of sarawakian+sabahan ya...^_*

Lavender: hmmm...thinking of......????